If at first you don't succeed...

Last month = Fail. We are trying again this month. I don't really have words for it. I know better than to get my hopes up so I just move on and keep trying. Right now DH and I are in some kind of mad sickness that has been going on since Valentine's Day for me. Sore throats, runny noses, coughing, and a fever that won't quit. At night we're passing puffs plus and cough drops so I hope we can get better in time to BD, because right now neither one of us are in the mood. This is not much of an update but it's all I have until my fever breaks...:)

It's a Blizzard!

I live in Missouri and we've been having blizzard conditions. Right now I'm on day 3 of being snowed in and restless. I really need to clean my house but all I could do was watch the ice and snow fall and then take pictures of it of course. We've got probably 3 inches of ice and then maybe 12-15" of snow on top of that. It's really hard not to POAS at this point and not to scrutinize every. single. "symptom". So far I've had a little cramping, some nauseousness, tender boobs (I seem to always get that after fertility drugs), and for some reason crazy breakouts on my face (this is a new one!). I have my brother and best friend's wedding coming up in less that 2 months and still haven't written my MOH speech. I'm such a slacker.

This last weekend I visited my best friend and brother in IL (where they live now, they moved from KC) and she and I visited a psychic. It was a little unsettling because right off the bat she told me that I have an amazing smile but I use it to hide things going on inside me. She said I put on a smile and act like everything is ok but inside I am a puzzle. At this point she didn't know anything about me but my name! She then went on with other things but did mention children in my future...I stopped her and said a child or children? And she said children, 1 girl and 1 boy, but she sees something blocking them. She said they will come in time but right now there is something stopping them from coming. I thought it was odd she said that since she didn't know about my infertility at that point. She told me to continue to pray for them (like I would ever stop..:)), and relax (which I HATE hearing - like if I "relax" I will magically ovulate), and someday they will come. I sure hope she was right!