Overeaters Anonymous

So I've pretty much figured out that I'm addicted to food. No matter how much I try to eat right, I always end up craving bad things. Usually carbs. PCOS causes monster cravings and I seem to have no self-control over them. I'm thinking of joining OA, WW, Jenny Craig, or even trying an appetite suppressor called Slentiva. I know I have to do something because even though I've started exercising more, there is no way I can lose weight if I keep over eating or giving into my food cravings.

Today is my last day off before I go full time at my job. I am very very nervous for the fact that I'm not sure my back will be able to handle a full time job again. I would rather work part time and struggle a little then not be able to work at all. So we'll see how it goes. I'm looking for a full time job that pays more also because if I'm gonna work full time it needs to be at a job that is worth the pay. While I love my job, I just wish I could make more doing it.

That's all I got for now, I've really been slacking on the blogging. I've had A LOT going on lately and I haven't had time to keep up!

A return...

Of both DH back home and Me to my blog. Now that DH is back home and we are doing better, not great, but not bad. We aren't arguing, but we're also not talking about the issues either. I can't bring them up without him getting mad and we do not know how to communicate without yelling at this point. I'm working on finding a marriage counselor, as well as working on some things that I needed to change. The baby issue will be put on the back burner for awhile. Well at least the infertility issues, since that seems to trigger huge fights at this point. I'll still keep my blog the same name because I am working for baby. And by doing that I first have to work on my marriage because you know first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes... well we don't know yet. So this is just an update for right now. I'm still working on weight loss and becoming a healthier me! That is my new focus as of right now.