My Bubble

My first ultrasound was amazing. I got to see my ONE little embryo. We could almost see the heartbeat so I go back in a couple days to have it checked out and then my RE will release me back to my OB. My embryo looked just like a little bubble. Everyone kept saying is it a little peanut? And I said nope it's a bubble. I am very happy in my life right now. I do have anxiety and dwell on dealing with a pregnancy and chronic back pain but I'm just going to take everything day by day and hope that everything goes smoothly and I can hold my sweet baby in my arms someday.

Betas

Just stopping in really quick. 1st beta on 5/7 264 and 2nd beta on 5/9 538! Super excited about such good numbers and that they elude to the fact that there is probably only one. First u/s on 5/18. DH can't go but my BFF will go with me. I can't wait! Things are finally looking up.

BFP

I got a BFP yesterday before work! Im super excited. I'm not quite sure if my husband knows or not though. I wrote I love you on the positive test and put it on his phone and left for work, he was leaving for our lake property that morning to get it ready for Memorial Day weekend. I texted him Good morning later and he said good morning back. I asked if he was excited and he said yes. I said good me too. Then when I got home from work the test was on the floor underneath the bed. I tried to text/call him several times but there is no service down there. I don't know if he meant he was excited about the pregnancy or the lake trip! LOL. I guess we'll find out when he gets home today. I can't wait to see how my bloodwork turns out. With all the severe cramping I feel as if there are a million babies in there fighting over a place to live! I've almost passed out twice the cramping is so bad. I've found the only way to stop it is to eat as much as I can until I can hardly move and then the cramping subsides. I've also upped my water intake too to help with any cramping. I actually called my Dr's office and they okayed me to come in Monday since I'm off to do my bloodwork. I'm not sure if I want to because it will be easier to just do it before work Tuesday & Thursday instead of trying to switch shifts to get it done Wednesday since I'm supposed to open. I hope I have good numbers!

8dp3dt

I'm on day 8 since my transfer. Monday I took a HPT to make sure the HCG from the trigger was out of my system - it was. Not sure if seeing the negative or the loss of all and any symptoms put me in a negative mood but up until yesterday I was thinking this cycle was a wash. I just had overwhelming thoughts that this wasn't going to work. But Tuesday night right before bed I started getting this pulling/cramping feeling which was so strong I just layed down and couldn't move. When I woke up yesterday morning my abdomen was a little sore and I had cramps all through out the day yesterday. I was convinced this meant AF was coming but after reading some msg boards a lot of what I experienced other did too and they had BFP's! So I think either tomorrow or Saturday I will take a HPT and see what it says. My first beta is 5/8 which is 14dp3dt. Reading online I've come to see that as pretty late. So by Saturday I think 10dp3dt is a good amount of time. I sure hope my lack of other symptoms besides the PIO symptoms just means I'll have an easy pregnancy if it works!