A return...

Of both DH back home and Me to my blog. Now that DH is back home and we are doing better, not great, but not bad. We aren't arguing, but we're also not talking about the issues either. I can't bring them up without him getting mad and we do not know how to communicate without yelling at this point. I'm working on finding a marriage counselor, as well as working on some things that I needed to change. The baby issue will be put on the back burner for awhile. Well at least the infertility issues, since that seems to trigger huge fights at this point. I'll still keep my blog the same name because I am working for baby. And by doing that I first have to work on my marriage because you know first comes love, then comes marriage, then comes... well we don't know yet. So this is just an update for right now. I'm still working on weight loss and becoming a healthier me! That is my new focus as of right now.