Checking in...

I'm just here for a minute to check in. AF visited me on saturday morning at work. So we have a negative for my first try of Femara. My cycle is always a mystery to me but since I figured I ovulated exactly two weeks before I started, it was kinda nice to have AF show up to the day when I expected it. Normally it just comes when it comes because with the PCOS it's hard to track ovulation. This was our last try for awhile because of some marriage issues we've been having. We are not doing to well together and I'm trying very hard to figure out where we go next. DH is not living at home as of a week ago and we took a week apart. We've talked two times for about an hour each time and both times we discussed counseling vs ending our marriage. So things arent too good around here. I'm not sure where we are going from here, I'm hoping to go counseling and to learn to communicate. At some point our lines of communication have broken down. Neither one of us are happy and we're just so angry with each other. A lot of it has to do with my back problems, infertility, and seriously just pushing our biggest problems under the rug. So I'm hoping for this week to get him to come back home and just start over. Just be friends again and find someone who can help us communicate.