Today is National Infertility Survival Day aka Mother's Day. I usually don't take it too hard, and my mom understands everything and we try to stay in and eat something or sometimes make it another day. I think it gets a little harder every year, but I think the holidays are harder for me personally. Anyway Happy Mother's Day Mama! Thank you for all your love, support, and understanding. Thank you for putting up with me on and off fertility meds, taking my late night crying calls, and still loving me through all of it. (My mom doesn't actually read my blog, but I still want to say it)
Today is CD 19. The Femara kicked my ass. I reacted the exact same way to it as I did the Clo.mid. We weren't able to BD all the days we needed to, as we weren't actually getting along. I took a few Ovulation tests staring Thursday and it was faint Thursday, darker late Friday, and fainter again yesterday. It wasn't as dark as the control line so I'm not sure if I actually ovulated. TMI AHEAD- I've been having a lot of cramping and some spotting since wednesday. It's all very confusing. Fertility meds are not fun. You're supposed to have timed scheduled sex, but they make you so crazy nobody wants to be around you let alone make a baby with you. Ah, such is the life in the infertile world. I will test probably the 30th anyway. We'll see what happens! Cross your fingers and send some baby dust my way if you can.
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