Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Working it out

So DH and I are working things out. He's been home for awhile now and we've been able to talk about things and see where we are going from here. I have decided I need a change. I am now seeing a therapist and have been put on anti-depressants/anti-anxiety medication for now because having chronic pain from my back since I was 23 and having my marriage fall apart after 3 months sort of leads to depression. I'm really working on getting better. Today I got a part-time job so I can help with the bills and still have time to work on getting fixing my back. About 2 weeks ago I had an injection in my Sacriliac joint on my left side and it has taken away about 50% of the pain on that side and has helped tremendously. I have been able to cook, clean, do laundry, and yoga on my Wii.fit my husband bought me. And I've started to lose some weight! I think all this will help me get through this and the fact that my husband and I are doing alot better. I'm really excited for Valentine's Day with him. Anyway we are putting the baby plans sort of on the back burner. I'm refusing to give up completely right now. I am still going to take my Met.formin and the last dose of my Pro.metrium and see what happens but as far as I know I'm still not ovulating. The Pro.metrium did help bring on AF a couple weeks ago, not quite what I normally have but there was something. So I'm hoping to just get my body regular and keep it that way for when we decide to throw ourselves back in the ring. I'm dying to have a baby and I hope we don't wait too long, I just want to make sure we're happy first.

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