Done. Finished. Over.

Well AF showed up Friday at 5 am. I have horrible, can't think of anything else cramps- just to remind me in case I forgot that my hopes for having a baby in the near future are over. We need this break more than anything. Since we decided to take a break we've been getting along a lot better. I hope this will make our marriage stronger so if we have to go through this again it will be an easier journey. And if I hear "just relax and it will happen" one more fucking time I will strangle someone, anyone. Just saying.