All Clear

My tubes that is. We went to visit the RE last month and I have to say I wasn't impressed. He was a little stand off-ish, and seemed to concentrate on my weight the most. I'm pretty sure he knows I'm well aware of my weight issue and that I have tried countless things to try and lose weight. He even mentioned that he wouldn't be opposed to me using the weight loss center at the hospital he's connected to. I've been thinking about possibly getting the lap band surgery because I've tried every diet under the sun and they don't seem to work. Anyway since the visit I've had tons of bloodwork and an HSG which all came back normal. DH just had his sperm analysis last week and we're waiting on results. I'm keeping my fingers crossed everything comes back ok. If all is well, then we will start back up with meds on my next cycle. I do have an appointment scheduled in December with another RE and if I'm not pregnant by then then we may go see him.

In other news, my SIL - my best friend is about 2 months pregnant. They only tried 3 times. 3 times! Not 3 months but unprotected 3 whole times. I'm happy for her and my brother but it still upset me a lot. I'm doing my best to be supportive but it's just really hard to deal with while I'm going through infertility treatments. DH's sister, husband, and baby still live with us and today is her 1st birthday. It's a good thing I work tonight because I don't think I can handle anymore baby stuff! A co-worker is pregnant again and she has a 4 month old baby already and asked if DH and I would adopt but I can see this as a heartbreak waiting to happen because I cannot imagine her giving her child up for adoption. She may think she can do it but I'm pretty sure as soon as she gives birth she will change her mind, and there is no way I can handle something like that now. I love that she thought of me and would trust us to raise her child, but I'm not sure it's a good decision for DH and I. We have discussed adoption and while I'm 1000% open to it because I just want to be a mother and it doesn't make a difference to me if I give birth or not, DH is not quite ready for that. I wish things were different and I could be preparing for a baby too but you can't make someone be a parent unless they want to.