Again?

The hubs and I are in talks to possibly start trying again for a baby for another 3 months. I would be taking Fe.mara this time since the Clo.mid didn't do much to help. I want to try these next months and if it doesn't happen I will go to school as planned either this fall or early next spring. School is 18 months long and after that we would revisit the situation. I really want to go to school, but I want to be a mommy even more. And there isn't a law that says I can't do both..:)

It also doesn'y help the situation that my friend who is getting a divorce was over here discussing all the aspects of it, including child support. DH is sooooo money oriented and I'm sure that really put him in the mood to want to try again. This time though I'm not going to try not to stres so much. If it happens, it happens. Our major problem is the "scheduled sex" (sorry for the TMI). It's so hard to get in the mood when you feel like you have to. And it's easier for me because I want a baby more than he does. He wants a baby because I want a baby but he isn't as obscessed with it as I am. He'd actually be fine if we never conceived.

A girl at work may be leaving (if her husband gets a job in Seattle) and I'm toying with the idea of working more hours. There are a few people there, not my boss, but some management people who want me to become the head night receptionist. It's a compliment to me, but it's also something I don't think I should take on if I'm thinking about school.

I woke up this morning thinking about how I wanted to get up and work out. I was happy that was my first thought this morning. Hopefully it's like that everyday. My back is doing sooo much better. This is the fastest recovery I've ever had when my back goes out (it went out a month ago). I re-read part of my book "Mind Over Back Pain" - I think that book saved my life. Literally.